November 2010
I JUST WANT YOU TO MAKE THE EFFORT AND CARE...
i am so so so sick of putting all the effort in all the time, i feel like shit. if you can’t handle the fact that yes, things are a little crappy atm and i am not always a ray of sunshine then fine, just say so and i will fuck off and not bother no more. honestly, i would prefer know. because right now, i am trying my best to make it obvious that i want you to make the effort, but it seems...
going to have a good cry sesh tonight.
lml.
i am actually sick to death of all this now.
arghh, everything winds me up so much. i would prefer take the angry road than let myself admit this is all actually killing me, because lets face it, i can not afford to break down atm. but for gods sake, you are really not making things easy for me. part of me feels you have changed into a bit of a selfish person recently. sorry, hate to say it, but i do. i love you to pieces and miss you like i...
i know everyone complains about their life.
but nowadays i feel like i have nothing going for me. school is shit, i am predicted all a’s and a*’s and i know that i can no longer concentrate enough to achieve them, and without them how can i pursue medicine? my friend is dead. my best friend murdered her. i now have to wait to do a police video interview and then wait for the court case before i can truly move on. my family life...
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